Mistress Taylor’s Sissy Mania

I haven’t been sleeping alot lately. When the weather changes I tend to need less sleep. Now I am not the kind of person that counts sheep. LOL. My evil little mind starts working overtime. I have thoughts of verbal humiliation, forced feminization, and phone sex. Now those are not your normal person’s thoughts when you are trying to fall asleep, but that’s what makes me a Mistress. I have never been your vanilla type of girl. Giggles. What do you do when you can’t fall asleep. I am so happy for on line shopping and twenty four hour stores.Giggles. When I venture out at three in the morning, I am shocked to see other night owls in the store as well. Guess I am not alone in this , huh? I tend to drink alot of coffee, which probably doesn’t help the situation. But who doesn’t live on caffeine these days. As Christmas approaches, more and more stores are open later, which is great for us night creatures. I have taken to video games also, well on the computer anyway. I have never liked them before, but they seem so life like now, I am enjoying them. I need one of those PlayStation three things to play. I am so behind in the times with stuff like that, I figured that is a good place to begin. I added it to my list for Santa, so I hope I get it.What do you do to pass the time? I have hobbies that I like to do outside, but with the weather, I am forced to stay inside. That’s not a bad thing, but you just have to be a little more creative

Sizes! I am a little annoyed about them right now. I ordered something on line and it doesn’t fit right. Its too baggy in places that it should be snug. Now I know what you are going to say, that’s the risk you take when you make a purchase on line rather then in the store. Normally, I would have to agree, but in this case it was from a retailer that also has a store located in the mall. What has got me so miffed is that the same item in the store fits me perfect. I just wanted a different color that they were sold out of. How can the same retailer have two different cuts for the same item in the same size. Has this ever happened to you before? I can understand if it were a different brand, but they are identical. Sometimes it can be deceiving as well. There is one certain clothing chain that tends to run a size larger then what it is marked. Now what you may think is good for the ego, will get a little frustrating if you are an unaware customer, shopping there for the first time. I am the first to admit I don’t try everything on in the fitting rooms.I should follow my own advice, I always tell my sissies and cross dressers to try everything on.That is one of the first rules of sissy training. Sometimes, I want the comfort of my home and my full length mirror to decide. I found this out the hard way, when I bought several items to wear on vacation and tried none of them on. To my dismay and surprise, I needed a smaller size in all of them. Is it too much to ask that clothing be correctly sized.

I am so ready for the next holiday. I’m not sure about you, but I am sick of turkey. Giggles. I am going to fast forward over Christmas for a moment and talk about New Years. New Years Eve is the most festive event of the year, besides my birthday,Giggles. I think I love it so much because its a time of reflection and looking to the future. But, more importantly, at least to me, its a time to get dressed up and party. There is no denying sissies, cross dressers, and slut wives alike all love a good New Years eve bash. Its one of those few times of year that you can dress as classy or as trashy as you want, and still not be arrested by the fashion police. Sequins and rhinestones are always a favorite choice, followed by silk, leather and even latex. Big hair and even bigger attitudes run rampant. The more over the top the better on New Years Eve. I spend the whole day leading up to that evening primping and getting ready. Elaborate nails for the night are a must and I usually opt for some strappy, sexy, high heel sandals as well. Then, I spend hours trying on outfit after outfit, until I get the right combination. Even though you are forgiven in what you choose to wear, that doesn’t mean you are forgotten about the next year. You can be the topic of conversation for many parties to come based on your fashion choices. Depending on who you ask, that can be either a good or a bad thing.

The day is here finally. Happy Thanksgiving! I can’t wait to eat that turkey. I will be looking for all my sissies, cross dressers, and cuckolds tonight in the chat room. I want to hear about your Thanksgiving adventures. Did you go out or attempt to cook like I did? I ran out to the stores today and they were a real nightmare. The traffic was incredible. I am looking forward to doing my Black Friday shopping though. I managed to pick up a few items that were on the list today. I want what I want, when I want it, so I paid a little higher price, but was able to get it. I don’t like going to a store and finding out that something is sold out and won’t be available till after Christmas. I picked up a few gift certificates too. I always have a few on hand for those last minute gifts. When someone doesn’t know what to get me as a gift, I tell them a gift certificate is a sure bet to make sure I get what I want. Did any of you venture out today? The weather was beautiful here. I can’t believe it was seventy degrees in November. I would have thought it would be in the thirties and four-ties this time of year. I guess I had better count my blessings now, because tomorrow we could have a foot of snow. Whatever your weather today, the most important thing is that you are enjoying the holiday and spending it with people you care for.

Its our anniversary. No, not you and me silly. Its LDW’s, five year anniversary. Hurray!! Can you believe it, five years of tease and denial, forced cock sucking, and sissy training, just to name a few. I haven”t been here all that time, but I look forward to being here the next five years. On Saturday the twenty sixth, we are going to have an all day and night party in the main chat room. There will be games, fun and giveaway’s. I can’t wait. I expect to see all of you there joining in the celebration with all of us mistresses. Pass the word to all your friends, I want it packed with people. This week was full of surprises for me as well. I got some unexpected prezzie’s at my door. Thank you little D for the earrings, I love them. And thanks also to my special admirer, for the shoes, they are smoking hot. I just love getting prezzie’s, its a sure fire way to may this Princess smile. I have allot of gifts under my tree, but they are not for me. its so much fun to shop for the perfect gift for friends and family and then watch their expression as they tear the wrapping paper off. I love watching my special darlings unwrap their gifts almost as much as I do.Giggles. Between the anniversary of LDW and Christmas, this Goddess is all smiles. I love being festive and in the spirit of the holidays. I cant wait to pour some eggnog, sit in front of the fireplace and enjoy the holiday season. I believe one of the best parts of Christmas is spending time with friends and family and making lasting memories.

Don’t you love it when everything seems perfect in life. You are living everyday and enjoying yourself. Well in my case, Murphy’s Law likes to reer his ugly head. This past week was no exception. I was happily involved in some tease and denial sessions, and had oodles of phone sex as well. I even partook in some humiliation phone sex the other day. That’s when it happened. On the way to get my morning cappuccino, I heard an odd noise coming from my SUV. I thought nothing of it and continued on my way. Returning from the coffee shop is when Murphy’s Law came by for a visit. I could not get my vehicle out of neutral, no matter what gear I put it in. I knew what it was, but didn’t want to accept it yet. I tried over and over to no avail. Yes boys and girls, my transmission went bye bye. So about an hour and a half after AAA towed my truck back, I had time to think.Why do things always happen at the most inopportune times. It always ruins the most well laid out plans. The day just got even better (not really) when I found out how much it will be to replace it. Over fifteen hundred dollars.Well I thought, this puts a halt to my shopping in the near future. So much for the Black Friday tradition. I was really naughty this year..wink wink..so maybe Santa will surprise me with a few things that I wasnt expecting. Giggles. For now my truck sits in my driveway,I hope to have it fixed in the coming weeks. I may have to start wearing sneakers (gasp) instead of heels because of the walking I am doing. I hope all of you have a great week and keep an eye out for Murphy. When you least expect it he strikes.

oxoxox   Taylor

I have been looking through my closets this week. Something I have noticed is that I have many different persona’s that I live out through my wardrobe. I have the sexy blonde bombshell look, that consists of very low cut tops and extremely short skirts. Then there is the rocker vixen clad in second skin leather jeans and fringed halter tops. I even have the whimsical fun loving college coed look that wears tight jeans and baby tee shirts. Different outfits put me in different moods and different frames of mind I have found. The blonde bombshell loves cock teasing. The rocker chick look is a fan of forced feminization. And last but not least, the naughty college coed loves tease and denial. With my different looks, come my different attitudes. Do different outfits that you wear make you feel the same way? Do you feel sassier when you wear an animal print blouse rather then a white silk one? Some days I am in a very flirty mood, while others I am a hardcore Mistress. For me its about looking and expressing the mood I am in with what I am wearing. In high school I even went through a punk phase where I had hot pink hair. Its even hard for me to look back on those pictures and see myself with that color hair. I guess we all have a few surprises from our past. The mood I am in now is very naughty and devilish. What am I wearing right now you ask? Well to find that out you are going to have to give me a call.

Its been a hectic week. Trying to get ready for Thanksgiving. So much shopping to do. Yes, I do cook and I am actually quite good at it. There is going to be a get together at my house this year. Just a bunch of my friends and some Mistress’s and sissies. You can almost bet that there is going to be some tease and denial, cock teasing and humiliation going on as the party gets into full swing. I just love getting together with old friends and some new ones for a celebration. I haven’t decided what will be on the menu yet. I am thinking of fried turkey. Hopefully one of my sissies that will be attending is going to have some experience cooking it like that. Its something I have always wanted to try and I figured what better time then now. Its hard to believe the new year is right around the corner. Where does time go? Some times I feel like I blink and its a new season. The year was great though. Lots of forced cock sucking, strap on training and of course phone sex. What are all of you doing this Thanksgiving? I know what I am doing the next day as well. Black Friday, the ultimate shopping day and kickoff to the Christmas season. I am already mapping out my route. LOL. I am sure all my shopaholics know to start out early and have a plan. My plan is to buy as much as I can, fill my car to the brim and hurry up, get it unloaded, so I can go back for more.

I just got back from shopping in the mall. There are so many cute things out now, it will make sissy training even easier. If you are a sissy slut, no worries, you will find some very naughty items in the stores now too. I myself, love being a cock tease. Its always great to make you suffer and then follow that with a guided masturbation session. All the sexy clothing in the stores puts a big smile on my face. I went crazy today and bought about forty pairs of panties. The colors that I purchased are so beautiful. One of my favorite pairs was from Victoria’s Secret. It has a rhinestone VS on the back of the thong. I got three different colors. Really soft and sexy things were on my list too. I love the feel of satin against my skin, don’t you? I also made a stop in the beauty products section of the store as well. The lip gloss they had featured has fine little sparkles in it that makes your lips shimmer. The spa products for your body were no slouch either. I picked up some all over body lotion that gives me an iridescent glow. I wish you could smell it. It is amazing. I almost have an orgasm every time I open the bottle. Did you ever have an experience like that? Before I left I picked up a few new bra’s in jewel tone colors. I am feeling very girlie today. What have you bought or worn lately that makes you feel extra girlie. I would really love to know.There is always that one special item that makes you feel special every time you wear it

The weather is changing.  It has been warm and cold sometimes in the same day. I am looking forward to it staying cold, so I can wear all of my sexy winter outfits. The change in weather has made me feel under the weather. for about a week. Now that I am feeling better, I am looking forward to some serious cock teasing. I haven’t had much energy in the past week for strap on training, but I am feeling like my old self again and have bought some new toys. My cuckolds better watch out, I am feeling kind of naughty. I hate being sick, but I want to thank all of my sissies for the well wishes and chicken soup. I also broke my favorite pair of earrings too while I was ill, and I am so upset.I am going to ask Santa to bring me another pair. The snow should be arriving in the next month or so, and I love how it looks when it first starts falling down. New Years is a wonderful and crazy time. I love to look back on the past year and plan ahead for the future. I have a long list of goals that I have to accomplish in the coming year. I hope to do some remodeling. I want to redo my home. Nothing is better then reinventing yourself, and what better place to start then where you live. I plan to start in my bedroom and move next to my kitchen.I want to go for a softer look in the bedroom this time. For my kitchen, I would like to have everything modern and cutting edge. Whats on your to do list? Give me a call or an email and let me know.